Tuesday, December 04, 2007

reaching my pain tolerance limit


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I think I'm finally reaching the limit of what I can tolerate from being in constant, horrible pain. My neck and shoulders are killing me and most of my joints are, too. I'm taking my meds, doing a regular schedule of Aleve & muscle relaxers, and using the heating pad religiously. Nothing helps. And the damned neck pain keeps bringing on migraine after migraine after migraine. I'm starting to feel like I'm going to lose it. I'm close to bursting into tears and collapsing into a heap. I hate this. I'm so scared I'm going to feel like this forever.

I came to my parents' house this afternoon, and I can't begin to tell you how glad I am that I made that decision. It's nice to have company and people to talk to. I think I really would have lost it tonight if I'd been alone.

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